I got some mad anger.

I really wonder why I am so fucking angry, or just don't give a fuck. I know why I am angry…because i feel like i've given everything to everyone, and literally get nothing but a fucking slap in the face. Wow….i need to fucking woosah…. because I swear to god I'm seriously gonna freak the fuck out on somebody. I need good vibes…and get that negativity out of here. peace.

I wish I could comprehend it all….

My life has been a vicious cycle
John, David, and Michael.
There are more than one of you.
I never regretted it till we were through.
Now it's a subject in need of review.

We made love…..last night.
It felt like everything was right.
I wake up, bake up, next to you.
Pass me the blunt, i'll hit it two times too.

Ok, what is it that you're making?
Is it all mine for the taking?
Or, are ya just fakin?

All I need is to give you my love…
take it willingly, this chemistry is unreal…
Let me tell you how I feel.
I'll lay you down, and give you the real deal.

But, now it's just whatever…
I'm just tryin to make it through tonight.
Trying to digest your lies.
What a life.
I'm trying to survive.

Teaching me patience because our love is timeless.
Round and Round we go, I digress…
I'm slippin, i'm trippin now.
I'm falling through the abyss,
It's hard to know it was the last kiss.