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We lost it.

Back in the autumn school days,
we used to skip school and get high, my how time flies,
just wishing we were older, if we only knew then what we know now, no way,who, how, would we dream of growing up. It's for suckers. We always knew that, but now all our friends got jobs and baby mamas, and getting married in next October, grown up shit drama.
Oh shit, remember that couple we used to kick it with...they getting married now,
and our landlord is new york bound....
it's just me and you baby, but we ain't together now.
This broken hearted soul will remain I disavow,
whatever that means... Everytime I ride down 75 I think of us.
The bad carefree crime kids, when i was a cool kid on the school bus
You remind me of the joys of being a whimsical light-hearted me.
I flew through the air like Keep your eyes closed, it's better when you can't see.
I fell hard for you from the moment I met ya.
We grew close and closer over the years, we grew in different ways.
we changed in every possible uv, gamma ray.
We lost our innocence along the way. The little we had to begin with.
Now, I drive by Points apartments, like it's earily familiar.
It's my home I built with you, symbolizing all we been through.
Now, I can't even go up the stairs I sat on daily,
drinking, smoking, people watching, you got some baileys?
No, but got PBR on straight deck,
we got what you need when it comes to getting right,
we majored in the fast life, and how to be the light...
Well now it's just the lost memories and and remember whens
It's tragically untragic, from end to begin.

SMH....

So...now you wanna call me back?
Too bad your train's off that track.
Your fucking attitude's whack.
Your a mama's boy, fucking brat.
Oh yeah, And I know you are a fucking rat.
Thought I wouldn't play that card?
Baby, niceness isn't what I'm known for.
You should know that...
Don't you know by now, you can't touch me, that's a fact.
Try me again, this time i ain't calling back.
You idiot. You think I'd fall for that trap.
You lost this ass...PEACE, that's a wrap.

It is what it is, or is it?

Put my hands against the wall.
If you push me, I'ma fall.
I can't take it all!

Everything's great, were not fighting.
But on the inside, were fight or flighting.
And, now I'm writing.
Deciphering...
Hope it gets better, unlikely.

What it used to be isn't what it is now.

You used to fall all over me, you couldn't get enough...
The sparks between us just set the fire off...
There's gonna be splatter everywhere, better grab the drop cloth..
You know I like you...but i'll get on top,
Do you right untill you say stop.
Endless days of summer time rays and sunny ways...
Glorious sun, ravishing heat no better I say...
Dark and fast nights...We went to the other side
Even though we knew we were on for the ride...
Like the fastest roller coaster and jumping out of the sky dive,
Our lives were a time lapse...
Day to night, relapse.
Our love was as true as it could be,
Considering you drew the blood,
don't let it coagulate, this is we.
We started running out the door,
We never walked first, which left us blood thirsty, wanting more.
Our selfish ways turned our love into something tainted,
unpure and something it wasn't before.
I still miss you, I still feel your connection, but we just hurt each other.
Now I have to move on and give all my love to another.

Somebody disrespected you.

Mistreated you...

Shoved ya against the wall,

Wasn't there when you fall,

That's a nigga you shouldn't even call.

After you left him, a motherfucker act like you disrespect him,

even thought you were the one who dealt with all his bad judgment calls.

Even though you took the heat,

that nigga wasn't around to hear your heart skip a beat.

He wasn't there cause that nigga weak.

He like fuck this, ima make her cry she wasn't there when a nigga fall so I said goodbye,

Even though i tried, I made her cry, hopefully even wanna die.

At the end of the day she still don't even play and she the baddest bitch, with the homies she always 

straight legit. She cooked and cleaned but she was still my beauty queen.

Till this day, I hope she find her way. Miss her but even though she's gone it's prolly better this way.

She getting married now, goddamn she's still fine, holds it down like whats yours is mine.

Never let me down she was always around, now tell me who wears the crown?