So much bullshit that is self-inflicted it's like i win the prize, but miss the reward by two inches. I make it dramatic when it's not. i can't let myself be happy, I've got a game now, a sport. i wish i never knew, the fake happiness that is so unpure. i'm the monster that lives inside your closet. i'm the monster that just got your wallet. i'm the one that will meet you there,
just call it.
