11.05.2013

What it used to be isn't what it is now.

You used to fall all over me, you couldn't get enough...
The sparks between us just set the fire off...
There's gonna be splatter everywhere, better grab the drop cloth..
You know I like you...but i'll get on top,
Do you right untill you say stop.
Endless days of summer time rays and sunny ways...
Glorious sun, ravishing heat no better I say...
Dark and fast nights...We went to the other side
Even though we knew we were on for the ride...
Like the fastest roller coaster and jumping out of the sky dive,
Our lives were a time lapse...
Day to night, relapse.
Our love was as true as it could be,
Considering you drew the blood,
don't let it coagulate, this is we.
We started running out the door,
We never walked first, which left us blood thirsty, wanting more.
Our selfish ways turned our love into something tainted,
unpure and something it wasn't before.
I still miss you, I still feel your connection, but we just hurt each other.
Now I have to move on and give all my love to another.
Somebody disrespected you.
Mistreated you...
Shoved ya against the wall,
Wasn't there when you fall,
That's a nigga you shouldn't even call.
After you left him, a motherfucker act like you disrespect him,
even thought you were the one who dealt with all his bad judgment calls.
Even though you took the heat,
that nigga wasn't around to hear your heart skip a beat.
He wasn't there cause that nigga weak.
He like fuck this, ima make her cry she wasn't there when a nigga fall so I said goodbye,
Even though i tried, I made her cry, hopefully even wanna die.
At the end of the day she still don't even play and she the baddest bitch, with the homies she always 
straight legit. She cooked and cleaned but she was still my beauty queen.
Till this day, I hope she find her way. Miss her but even though she's gone it's prolly better this way.
She getting married now, goddamn she's still fine, holds it down like whats yours is mine.
Never let me down she was always around, now tell me who wears the crown?

10.30.2013

For you who?

So….it’s been a month.
I’m not even trying to front.
I’ll tell you something true.
You keep me together, you’re my glue.
Baby, this is probably long overdue…
But, I fucking love you.
Thank you for being so patient with me.
My heart belongs to you, you have the key, don’t you see?
My heart races when you’re near like I’m at a world premiere.
Everytime you kiss me, it’s like the first time…
You got my head spinning, oo, oh sublime…
It’s like the best crime.
You make me dripping wet, I wanna feel you inside me.
Cum inside of me, I wanna feel it,
You know you don’t even need that spit.
I wanna open up and tell you what no one else knows…
I know that I’m complicated like Marilyn Monroe…
Peel back the layers of this onion peel,
And, you’ll find out this heart is real…
Please be patient and kind…what we have is hard to find.
Babydoll you are my everything…
I hope one day I’ll be lucky enough to wear your wedding ring.
One day we’ll have to make it official,
I swear it’ll be more than mutually beneficial.

10/30/13

7.24.2013

What is this world, ANYWAYS?


So much bullshit that is self-inflicted it's like i win the prize, but miss the reward by two inches. I make it dramatic when it's not. i can't let myself be happy, I've got a game now, a sport. i wish i never knew, the fake happiness that is so unpure. i'm the monster that lives inside your closet. i'm the monster that just got your wallet. i'm the one that will meet you there,
just call it.

7.11.2013

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