Create...everyday...so vital for me.

There's no remedy, for a memory...

This life is so beautifully tragic, yet, full of hope and desire. It's a roller coaster of emotions, images, experiences, and vibes. The most touching moments, and the memories that are projected over and over, playing the same song, are usually the most destructive ones. However, they are moments I would never take back. They are events that are engraved in my heart and etched in my brain forever. These are the moments we live for. However, contradictory they are, they are priceless. I love you. I love you. I love you. Even if it's only what it was. It was beautiful. Thank you. I'm forever indebted.

You've got everything now

Old writing...recording it.

As merry as the days were long
I was right and you were wrong.

Back at the old grey school
I would win & you would lose.

But, you've got everything now.
You've got everything now.
And, what a terrible mess
I've made of my life,
Oh, what a mess I've made of my life.

No, I've never had a job.
Because I've never wanted one.

I've seen you smile
But, I've never really heard you laugh.

So, tell me who is rich and who is poor?

You are you're mother's only son.
And, you're a desperate one.
Ooohh...

But, I don't want a lover.
I just wanna be seen...ohh...
In the back of your car.

A friendship sadly lost?
Well this is true, and yet false.

But, did I tell you by the way, I never did like your face.

No, I've never had a job,
Because, I've never wanted one.

I've seen you smile, but I've never really heard you laugh.
So, who is rich and who is poor?
I can't say.....

Oh, you are you're mother's only son.
And, your a desperate one.
ooohh...

But, I don't wanna be your lover.
I just wanna be tied ...to the back of your car.
to the back of your car.
to the back of your car.
to the back of your car.
to the back of your car.
to the back of your car.
Oooooh...

oooh baby.

I can only say, yes, it hurts,when it all falls apart.
Yes, I know, that too my dear.
Life is a complicated mess.

You're heart is heavy with stress.
That's not you're fault.
Not yours. Not yours.....Maybe I'm the only one who know why.

Don't bear it my love,
Just come back
come back
where you know you belong.

See my dear, it's not so bad here.
Our world is beautiful, tiny pieces of me tattooed on your heart and engraved in your soul.
Our complete hearts overlap into a whole.

Things can never be so bad, lying here, knowing I'll awake next to you.
to you.
to you.

See my dear,
So just come back.
come back.
come back.
come back to where you know you belong.

It's beautiful here. Stay awhile, my dear.

What's really going on...

So, you wanna tell me what you really think?

Awkward silences are just not for me.

Choke that shit out, puuhlease.

This bullshit tension burns like salt on a wound,

Fuck, I'd rather know my tomb.

What the fuck is up?

Tell me something real.

The fantasy is precedent of reality, I feel.

So, just communicate.

The we'll really know our fate.

Fuck being fake.

You can drop that shit to the bottom of the lake.

For fucks sake.

amazinglyfilmed.

We lost it.

Back in the autumn school days,
we used to skip school and get high, my how time flies,
just wishing we were older, if we only knew then what we know now, no way,who, how, would we dream of growing up. It's for suckers. We always knew that, but now all our friends got jobs and baby mamas, and getting married in next October, grown up shit drama.
Oh shit, remember that couple we used to kick it with...they getting married now,
and our landlord is new york bound....
it's just me and you baby, but we ain't together now.
This broken hearted soul will remain I disavow,
whatever that means... Everytime I ride down 75 I think of us.
The bad carefree crime kids, when i was a cool kid on the school bus
You remind me of the joys of being a whimsical light-hearted me.
I flew through the air like Keep your eyes closed, it's better when you can't see.
I fell hard for you from the moment I met ya.
We grew close and closer over the years, we grew in different ways.
we changed in every possible uv, gamma ray.
We lost our innocence along the way. The little we had to begin with.
Now, I drive by Points apartments, like it's earily familiar.
It's my home I built with you, symbolizing all we been through.
Now, I can't even go up the stairs I sat on daily,
drinking, smoking, people watching, you got some baileys?
No, but got PBR on straight deck,
we got what you need when it comes to getting right,
we majored in the fast life, and how to be the light...
Well now it's just the lost memories and and remember whens
It's tragically untragic, from end to begin.